…and I know how to use them!

Now I can happily bake my heart out in making more Pisang Goreng than I can eat. hahaha

Edit…

Oooooh my tummy really hates food but Pisang Goreng is so yummy! D:  This is going to be one of those bitter sweet weekends. haha

I just saw a great quote on someone’s profile picture…

Beer is now cheaper than gas… Drink, don’t drive.

hahahaha

…that I am allergic to Loki’s anti bacterial/anti fungal shampo. -_-  Yay!  Even after a good shower and scrubbing my skin half off, I itch. X_x

I am freezing today and the dryer was so warm when I opened it to take the laundry out.  I want to crawl into the dryer and warm up.

*hugs a cup of coffee instead*

Jubie… you get me addicted to things too much.  Naughty bunneh!!!!! Now I keep listening to this song. hahaha  <3

Now to share it with anyone that comes here who might be interested in hearing it.

Lyrics…
James Morrison
You Make It Real

Mmmm
There’s so much craziness surrounding me
There’s so much going on it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone you bring it back to me

You make it real for me
Well I’m not sure of my priorities
I’ve lost site of where I’m meant to be
And like holy water washing over me

You make it real for me
And I’m running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I’m full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But I can find the words
You teach my heart to speak

You make it real for me yeah
And I’m running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Everybody’s talking in words
I don’t understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
And you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there’s so much more
I have to learn
But if you’re here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me
And I’m running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

Now yesterday on TV I was watching Oprah and they were talking about Polygamy.  The act of having more than one spouse at a time.  Many people in today’s society find this behavior shocking and at least in American law, it is a criminal act to be married to more than one person at the same time.

Now, for myself, no, I do not think I would like having another wife or husband around.   I do not think it is right, however, to tell others that they cannot.  This is with certain conditions though, in my opinion.

ALL parties must be of the legal consenting age.
ALL parties must be completely okay with the idea.
If a man can have more than one wife, then a wife can have more than one husband.
And everyone within the relationship should have equal rights and equal respect.

I am very easy going on so many things.  This is just another area.  It might not be for me but like I said, if others wish to do it, I do not see the problem.  Making it a crimial act in my opinion is just a very stupid thing.  Of course, as with everything, there have to be rules to adhere to.  As I stated above about my personal beliefs.

Then I watched Dr. Phil and they were talking about “Swingers”.  Basically couple’s who have some kind of sexual relations with other couples to some degree or another. Again, it is not something I would do but I do not pass judgement on others that do, so long as everyone are willing participants.

Now on Dr. Phil, one couple was quite happy with their “swinger” lifestyle.  The second couple was not.  The wife thought it was a horrible thing and thought it was very wrong, even after trying it for her husband, who hounded her constantly and would threaten to leave her or cheat on her if she did not participate in these sexual acts with him and his friend.

With the second couple, it was very wrong in my opinion because the wife did NOT want to do these things and the husband did not respect her wishes.  The wife was wrong too though for giving in.  She feared loosing her husband if she didn’t give in to his 3 way sex ring.  Really though, she should not sell her soul and cast away her beliefs and values.  If she doesn’t like it and he wants to leave over it, then he wasn’t worth having around in the first place.  Easier said than done, I know but I it is not a good reason to stay with someone, just because you are afraid of being alone, especially not at the cost of your own self.

Living in a disenchantment where I cannot seem to find the magic.

\Random lines come into my head sometimes.  This one came a few days ago.  Now I am wondering what I will do with it.  It makes me want to write something.

While showering Loki on Thursday I found another lump.  For those who might not know, he had surgery back in January to remove a cyst that was almost the size of a tennis ball.  So now when ever I shower him, I always check very well for anything new and it appears I have found something.

Also I noticed that he had some circular patches on his belly.  They look like the very start of sores.

So we had to take him to the vet yesterday morning.  They took fluid from the lump to send for testing. They also looked at it with the Echo.  It doesn’t look like the last lump he had.  When they saw that first lump, they thought it might be cancer (thankfully not).  They don’t have any clue yet what it could be, except that it shouldn’t be there.

The circular sores are a bacterial infection.  His bladder muscle doesn’t work so well and the occassional leaking has caused a skin infection there that is irritatig the skin.  So they have us a medication to give him to try and help with the leakage as well as a antibacterial/anti fungal shampoo to bathe him with twice a week.  We also have to keep the area, clean and keep vasoline on it to prevent any more urine or other contaminates to get onto the irritated skin.

It is times like this I am especially happy to have trained Loki to lay on his side.  It makes it so easy to clean the area and apply the vasoline.  Of course it itches so having it rubbed, even just for cleaning, feels good to him so he’s even more than willing.

I am just worried about what that lump is going to be.  The last surgery was very expensive and it did take a toll on him.  He isn’t quite as strong as he used to be (and thats when the bladder muscle problems really started).  But we have to wait at least a week before getting the test results of the fluid.  I can only be grateful that he isn’t in any pain from the lump.

Hurry up and get better silly Loki puppy.  I don’t like it when you are sick.

Disenchanted Fairytale
By: Megan Noel Wilber
Date: 30 July 2002
Revision: 0

Ancient times, forgotten lore
This is what we hunger for
Sugared tales of the Brothers Grimm
If only you knew the myths within
Fairytales of yesterday
But life was hard in every way
Death, disease a rampant beast
The bodies fall in great heaps
Prince or Peasant
Pestilence doesn’t care
It’s wings sweep over
Taking all who are there
Hollywood portrays a life
Of merry men and noble knights
Enchanted beasts of dreams and fears
That have captivated us for years
Of great maidens who won the battle
But women where no more than cattle
Married off without a say
To older men from far away
People being burned at the stake
From witch hunters there was no escape
Inquisitions come to town
Lock your doors and close your mouths
Nursery rhymes of the plague of death
And children play a game of it
What romance do we find in this
A time of such evil bliss
How did we come to fantasize
Such ignorance of darker times

Look upon my heart and see
That my love for you will always be
Yours forever more to keep